Last night’s episode of The Bachelorette saw Peter admitting to Rachel Lindsay that he’s not ready to propose right now, which surprised many fans. We already know Lindsay is engaged (and thinking about her wedding), so does that mean Peter isn’t the last man standing, or that he had a change of heart sometime between the overnights and the final rose? Is she engaged to Eric or Bryan instead?

Rachel Lindsay at the ESPYs

With the Men Tell All reunion episode having just finished filming and Lindsay talking more and more about the end of the season, we’re getting loads of new hints as to what’s happening in the world of The Bachelorette leading up to the finale.

At the Men Tell All taping, Lindsay spoke with E! News and said that she understands where Peter is coming from. “I’m a person who doesn’t go all in, so I was very emphatic to how he was in the beginning,” she explained. “But when you get to this point, like at this point I had already let myself go with Nick, and I feel like if you’re here and if you feel this way about someone, you have to let yourself go.”

We don’t know yet if Peter was able to let himself go, but we do know Lindsay is engaged to someone — and it’s getting increasingly difficult for her to continue to keep the secret from the world. “I don’t even know what my ring looks like anymore,” she told People at the taping.

It’s not easy, but it sounds like it’s worth it. “I’m telling you, it gets better every single day,” she gushed. “It’s not always sunshine and blue skies, but at the end of every day, it’s amazing.”

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(h/t E!Online + People Magazine; photo via Matt Winkelmeyer/Getty)