We can’t handle this rollercoaster of Hollywood relationship ups and downs. First, we were crushed by the news that Angelina had filed for divorce from Brad Pitt. Then, we were thrilled to find out that Ryan Gosling and Eva Mendes had pulled off a super secret wedding. And now, down we go again as it turns out that the two are NOT married after all. Wait, what?

Ryan Gosling

“Eva and Ryan have always felt like a married couple,” a source told Us earlier, discussing the relationship between 35-year-old Ryan and 42-year-old Eva, and it turns out that feeling married is the extent of things, at least for now.

Eva Mendes

The couple, who have been together since appearing in the 2012 film The Place Beyond the Pines, are also now the parents to two-year-old Esmeralda and four-month-old Amada and are notoriously private about their personal lives. That’s why we have no doubt that if/when these two do decide to tie the knot, it would be the stealthiest of ceremonies.

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(h/t TMZ; photos via Sonia Recchia, Alberto E. Rodriguez, Angela Weiss/Getty)