As Kim Kardashian-West attempts to deal with the aftermath of her horrifying robbery in Paris, she鈥檚 forced to face the details of the night she truly felt that she was going to die. Terrorized and terrified, the mother-of-two sat down with Ellen to discuss what was going through her mind at that moment, including what she thought would be her final prayer.

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Appearing on Ellen鈥檚 show today, the very emotional 36-year-old revealed exactly how she felt when the robbers made their way into her hotel room during the infamous incident last year, saying, 鈥淎utomatically your stomach drops. It鈥檚 a feeling you can鈥檛 explain. And I knew that was it for me. Hundred percent [knew I was going to die].鈥 So scary!

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She continued by admitting that her first instinct was to say a prayer before her thoughts turned to her family. 鈥淚 said a prayer, I鈥檓 like, 鈥業 know I鈥檓 going to heaven.鈥 I hope my kids are okay, my husband [Kanye West],鈥欌 she revealed while fighting tears. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 want to cry, you鈥檙e making me cry. But it does happen really fast. It was a good seven or eight minutes of torture, but when I look back and analyze it, I鈥檓 like, 鈥極kay, they weren鈥檛 really aggressive.鈥 It could have been way worse.鈥 Perhaps. But that doesn鈥檛 mean that what she went through wasn鈥檛 totally awful. We鈥檙e just happy things weren鈥檛 worse and that she鈥檚 on her way to fully recovering, although she does admit that now she鈥檚 鈥渟uch a different person.鈥

鈥淚 was definitely materialistic before, not that there鈥檚 anything bad with having things and working hard to get those things and I鈥檓 really proud of everyone around me that鈥檚 successful,鈥 she said, before adding, 鈥淏ut I鈥檓 so happy that my kids get this me and that this is who I鈥檓 raising my kids [to be]. Because I just don鈥檛 care about that stuff anymore, I really don鈥檛.鈥

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With Kim鈥檚 Instagram featuring plenty more pics of her family these days and none flashing pricey pieces of jewelry, we have to agree that some things certainly seemed to have changed.

We hope that all of the changes continue to be for the better for this famous family!

Do you think Kim K-W has really changed since the robbery? Let us know @BritandCo!

(h/t ET; photo via Frederick M. Brown/Getty)